Randomly woven

 🖍️THE SCAR🖍️ When I gaze at you,  I see starring eyes of yours towards me, secretly wanting to convey the headline, Oops! I notice a scar,not on my face, but those traces peeping behind the wall, Haunting me from the bottom, My layouts are magnified , when I scroll back, my vision gets blurred,    I find them in surplus chopped into fragments lying inverted, I don't regret for what had happened, but yes I think I am, Hurdles at doorstep knocking Mind occupied with anxiety, Those Disappeared stubborness, It's obvious that no one is stoic here, Countless cubic memories, Dragging me deep down of my childhood, Blowing a clariant call I wish I could become an invisible creature   Needed an owl she could steal away,   The Weary counts  How long you can pretend that yua pretty, Your inner soul tends to murmur  Environment seems shrinking  When yu get reminded off, Your unrequirred stuffs deposited, Needs some detachment The covered u...

 Tring tring tring tring_ When alarm buzzes_unwilling to get up but unable to sleep... half sleep brushing Eeeee... to late night studies_pondering over in search of ribbon....and socks...half filled stomach with a sip of water_running to catch the bus_finding someone to hold your bag....ufff_its the bus it is too...rush...with too many people...eyes haunting for a companion_just to have a pep talk...till your footstep reaches your campus....when the drum beats gears up we march like colonies of ant.sitting inside class and gazing at watch trying to listen...later....trrrrrnggg.....lunch breaks....yeah it's now time for food.... sharing your food plus emotions.... then switching on to power saver mode.... being physically present to mentally absent... trying to concentrate and focus ...controlling your yawning and taking up yua notes....bio classes be like re-reading the line,maths classes be like you don't belong to this group... chemistry classes like holding your breath and ...

 Is it too early or is it too late? Never try to escape from the trap.thee,me all are counted in...when people are clinging to life...this Period of time it would have evoked up many equations within us,when Yu undo yua actions yu realise what yu have been doin these many days!? Anything productive?! Many would hav committed mistakes, many realised, many in the process of healing,and thus many try to seek new things on....have yu ever thought what is it all about?? Who is he/she?? Is he? Or she? Shook everyone's soul, altered our routine, created some dispute yet erased few,many would have gained clarity,some groomed new skills,few drained out and few dynamic! Well...we don't get bothered of others...yet the World is purely becoming cruel....we need to reset our thoughts and think to mould ourselves in every point of time!be aware of thyself! And circumferential! l_In order to stay Alive stay alert_ I believe this may end soon and we have a very exclusive new normal upcoming...

 🍂Nature 🌾  The narrow escape of darkness , The thickened fine morning Velvety greeny  grass  greeting, Tall branches peeping out and glancing at me, Dew drops comfortably seated on the leaves, when my eyeball enlarged  keenly Noticing the tiny vivid butterfly  Giving a solitary fly,  that mesmerizing moment Dragged me into jug of joy Birds out of their hermit,  readily assembled out to fetch some seeds and fruits,  A very few with chirping and mellow wandering above the horizon, Shining flowers freshly Shook head, A couple of squirrel ingesting nuts on the top of the tree, I was on my foot at balcony, Sipping up a coffee and admiring the nature, Soon after,I collected the sprinkle of happiness it provided It formed the compact layer  Running over and over Am  floating in the pool of  blessings I feel content and complete, Holding your delightness am lingering around, I slightly Turned up and saw those skies waving at me givi...

 Do they seek me? I always stood packed panic! Perhaps! Never attempted Even a chance provided accompanied with containers of choices, My mind never requested for that Ofcourse it's been soo long,yet not addicted May be irrational,but I can't say it's uninvited At various circumstances, vibrant varieties was spread, but unable to agree taking it. When we loiter around the world I discover men & women going for lobster Carps, octopus,prawns, scorpions They chew it grind it, I wonder why don't my tasty buds seek them! I'm may be labelled "Cibophobiac"  𝕸𝖆𝖍𝖎𝖒𝖆𝖆 𝕾𝖆𝖗𝖆𝖛𝖆𝖓𝖆𝖓💫

 " SHE "  She! You sight her in all dimensions Upright on the kitchen,to holding breathe in the edge of border.  Begins with alphabetical order and later listens her ward reciting it,the cycle rolls on  She is gem, attached with manifolded identities, She looks as precious as pearl when mounted With parametric responsibilities of families,  She originates and travels to infinity, Even though facing overlapped equations aside She tends to blossom and wear a smile  ever  She envelopes all her favourites and pushes away the aims and moves on endless  What not she does? She mutates,her energy curve elongates, consistently shelters her loved ones restless  She pins all the unconditional emotion on herself and the great magic is that she TOLERATES and  ADAPTS   She Germinates over and over the blush  Over flows her cheeks till the  judgemental day            -𝕸𝖆𝖍𝖎𝖒𝖆𝖆 𝕾𝖆𝖗𝖛𝖆𝖓𝖆...

When Zephyrs shoot in, everything seems gloomy,the bliss vanishes away...far away too far....the dusk wrapped around me, alarmingly alerting me  something, myself trying to catch hold of the thoughts.... getting scratches on my mind... Literally lost somewhere.... trying to swipe away these things....which continuously haunting from inside.... listening to these fabricated news....feeling like yua roasted in,which is pushing me tooo down..... changing spectrum of human emotion, which is inevitable, what not corona did? Many minds are deeply affected and gone too serious...we have lost many souls many favoo souls...what can be done is simply dig into their memories...whose essence hurt us a lot...the pain the feel the emotion...it's pinching us day by day....we miss everything....we actually miss everything.... bunch of questions popping out.... views scattered infront....struck up in dilemma.... pondering over in search of a energy capsule to cleanse our soul...yes...we all needed ...